I think I have lost my motivation. Waking up in the morning only gets worse everyday. This morning (06.40) when my alarm went off I though "Jesus Christ in hell, please shoot me now". I got up eventually, and walked half dead towards the bus. I don't know what is wrong with the bus driver, but he likes to play the radio on full volume. It is not necessary to do that when it is like before 10.00...

I find it hard to find something to listen to now a days... it might be because of my lack of motivation. But todays song in no other than Cruelty Brought Thee Orchids - Cradle of Filth. It is nice to drown your thoughts in loud music. Cradle of Filth has a talent when it comes to that. Thank you, guys. This song is awesome, worth every second of it.

I went out to run with Vilde this morning. It is winter in Norway and really cold. It was a bit refreshing, to be honest. When I was done, it felt good. I am awesome! Looking forward to get this day overwith. I have a certain someone waiting for me at home :)))))

The song of today is Suliman - Infected Mushroom. this song gives me energy to run, it was nice to run with this song playing in my head.

Wednesday is finally here. At the moment I am sitting at school with my lovely friends Vilde and Sara, and Saras boyfriend Matias. I have no classes until 13.55. And then... then I have to go home and just wait for Christian to arrive at the airport. Ah yes, it is today!

The song of today is Come as You Are - Nirvana. This song reminds me of the old days. And by "old days", I mean like six to eight years ago. Or maybe even longer. I am not sure if it happened in a dream or in real life, but I think my older sisters showed me Nirvana when I was a kid.

Tuesday. I don't know... It is something about this day I like, but something I don't like too... It's Monday, which is positive, but it is not quite Wednesday either.

Song of today is Pepperland - The Beatles. I love it, it's pretty and different to what you think when someone talks about The Beatles.

I forgot... the song of today is Bangladesh - George Harrison. It is such a pretty and honest song. Kind of sad, too. He sounds so vulnerable in this one.

It's not long until Christian comes over. I mean, he will be here on Wedensday evening/night! It is going to be so good. I have missed him so much!

I hate Mondays... Mondays suck! Though this Monday wasn't so bad. I had my marketing exam. An exam for five freaking hours, I only sat there for four and a half hours.Then I had history. I got to say, to stay focused in history after that much marketing is HARD. Oh, and I also feel sick. Wanted to throw up on the bus this morning, and on the way back. Don't you just love that feeling? Something is creeping up on you... and then... surprise, it was just your best friend puke. Uhm, that is a disgusting thing to say! I am deeply sorry, it won't happen again.

Doing marketing for many, many hours is not fun. It is good to know there is something out there to save you from all the pain. Exactly, music is my best friend.

The song of today is no  other than Stairway to Heaven - Led Zeppelin
Truly beautiful, peaceful and lovely. You can't not like this song.

"Yes! Ah, 'yes' is a word with a glorious ring!
A true universal, euphonious thing!
Engenders embracing and chasing of blues!
The very best word for the whole world to use!"
- Jeremy, Yellow Submarine

Saturday. The days go by, and  no one ever think about it. Have you ever stopped, dropped everything you're doing, and just thought "that's a second I'll never get back"? It's not something I do often, but when I do, I get this weird feeling. Everyday is a day I will never get back. Sort of... or maybe you kind of get that day back when you think about it a few years from now. Or maybe just a few days from now. If something memorable happened, it will be a day you carry with you everyday. This can both be a positive and a negative thing. Do you really want to remember all bad things that has happened to you? If you could erase the memories, would you regret it? Isn't everything you have experienced a part of who you have become?

Oh well, I am rambling. The song of today is Whoracle - In Flames 
This song reminds me of thinking. Thinking of today, thinking of tomorrow and yesterday. Thinking about life.

Yes, you heard me (uhm, not quite. Seen as I am typing). I am still studying for my marketing exam, it is not as bad as I thought it would be. 14 chapters are still a lot, though. I have taken some notes of the whole book, and now I am highlighting the most important parts. I just thought I needed a little break, and I ended up here. I got to say, I like this place, but it is stupid that I can't upload more pictures. I have one picture, but if I want more I have to pay. Now that is stupid.

I better go back to my work. Later I will hopefully be chilling out watching some IT Crowd and talking to Christian. Oh, I like Fridays.

"Contrary to what the fans may think, you don't just show up, wear a striped shirt and a whistle on Friday night."
- Jim Mitchell